Cherie(Aisha) said: ************************************************************ Salaam Alikam and Ramadan Kareem. I'm 16 years old and converted to islam when i was 13. My father is a Christian and he now wants to disown me. My mother doesn't mind that i've converted as long as i dont turn into osama bin laden... I try to wear hijab as much as I can, but because my father goes over the top when he gets angry i'm afraid to wear it around him. I use to wear Hijab at school until the school rang my father and my father gave them permission to stop me wearing Hijab. My mother was supporting me with the Hijab and reckons my father should get over that I'm muslim, also i live in a isolated place and I've never been to a mosque and only partly know how to make As-salat. Every time I try to make muslim friends i get into trouble, last time I met a muslim brother my father threw me through the door window, and i had bruises and i broke my toe. I know i should call the police for family abuse but my father is a good manipulator and even convinced our local police that he was doing it because he thought i was going to run away and they said it was acceptable.
I'm lost, I don't have any muslim support, and when i see a sister or brother when im out and without hijab on i feel imoral and a disgrace to islam and i dont go up and say salaam.
I just need some Muslim friends in Melbourne some what close to me. Inshallah that our family Psyciatrist could help me thank allah she is a muslima with hijabi.
I worry terribly because i'm struggling with life and I tried to take my own life a few weeks ago, Allah's tests push me to the limits, I really need help.
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